{"id":708,"date":"2019-02-03T21:10:04","date_gmt":"2019-02-03T21:10:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dewabp.com\/?p=708"},"modified":"2026-03-25T08:40:10","modified_gmt":"2026-03-25T08:40:10","slug":"yuregi-sensizlik-icinde-kaniyordu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dewabp.com\/de\/yuregi-sensizlik-icinde-kaniyordu\/","title":{"rendered":"Y\u00fcre\u011fi sensizlik i\u00e7inde kan\u0131yordu&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"wp-block-columns has-2-columns is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-28f84493 wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\">\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/dewabp.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/WhatsApp-Image-2018-11-16-at-19.08.28.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-557\" width=\"340\" height=\"335\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dewabp.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/WhatsApp-Image-2018-11-16-at-19.08.28.jpeg 355w, https:\/\/dewabp.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/WhatsApp-Image-2018-11-16-at-19.08.28-300x296.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/dewabp.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/WhatsApp-Image-2018-11-16-at-19.08.28-100x100.jpeg 100w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 340px) 100vw, 340px\" \/><figcaption>Baba \u0130smail<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"has-very-light-gray-background-color has-background\" style=\"font-size:24px\"><strong>&#8220;BABA \u0130SMA\u0130L&#8221;<\/strong><br>Do\u011fum: 1967<br>\u00d6l\u00fcm Tarih: 10.11.2007<br>\u00d6l\u00fcm sebebi: Evden \u00e7\u0131karken bir daha geri d\u00f6nmemi\u015fti.<br>Arama \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131na kat\u0131lan k\u00f6yl\u00fclerce bulunmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-left\">G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 silecek bir mendili uzatan yoktu.<br>Umut Onu iyile\u015ftirmiyordu o bir yudum sevgiye a\u00e7 ve hasretti&#8230;<br>Hayat onu yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa terk etmi\u015fti. Beklide onu bu denli yaralar almaya iten \u015fey, yaln\u0131z kalmak istemesiydi. Kim bilir belki de yaralar\u0131n\u0131 kimselere, \u00e7aresizlik, i\u00e7in de g\u00f6stermek istemiyordu&#8230;<br>Adeta yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa yaren olmu\u015ftu. Hayata tutunmay\u0131 \u00e7ok \u00f6nceden b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ge\u00e7mi\u015f zamanlar\u0131n\u0131 tozlu yollarda ki \u00f6m\u00fcr mevsimlerinin k\u0131r\u0131k raflar\u0131ndan yerlere d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Hayata dair tek belirtisi nefes al\u0131\u015fveri\u015fiydi. O omuzuna alm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fu y\u00fck\u00fc, \u00e7oban heybesine doldurdu\u011fu kat\u0131ks\u0131z ekme\u011fini doldurup gidebildi\u011fi yere kadar gitmekmi\u015f. Tek iste\u011fi ve bu ya\u015fam denen sava\u015f\u0131n i\u00e7inde pay\u0131na d\u00fc\u015feni almakt\u0131. Ve \u00f6ylede yapt\u0131. G\u00fcn bat\u0131m\u0131n da bir da\u011fa do\u011fru bat\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 hayalleriyle s\u00fcslemekti ama olmad\u0131.<br>Karanl\u0131kta \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda \u015fafaktan s\u00f6z etmek onun i\u00e7in b\u00fcy\u00fck bir g\u00fcnah say\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131.<br> Yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131, geceyi, yoksullu\u011funu ve s\u0131rlar onu bug\u00fcn oldu\u011fu ki\u015fi yapsa  da bu kendisi dahil \u00e7o\u011fu ki\u015fiye yaranamam\u0131\u015f, o y\u00fczden hep yaln\u0131z kalmak  istemi\u015fti. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n \u00e7o\u011funun mutlak bir \u015fehvetle istedi\u011fi \u015feyler, onun  umurunda de\u011fildi.<br>O \u00e7aresizli\u011fe tutunmu\u015ftu. Ve ans\u0131z\u0131n bir y\u0131ld\u0131z gibi g\u00f6zden kayboldu. Etraf\u0131na bak\u0131nd\u0131 kimseler yoktu, yutkundu, g\u00f6zleri doldu, k\u0131lavuzu ona yard\u0131m etmiyordu sanki \u00f6l\u00fcmle randevulu idi. Ad\u0131m\u0131 att\u0131, sendelen di ve korkulan olmu\u015ftu yere y\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131 ve \u00f6ylece kald\u0131. \u00d6l\u00fcm bir ku\u015fun kanad\u0131nda gelip omuzuna konmu\u015ftu. Ve son kez bakt\u0131, g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde ki say\u0131s\u0131z y\u0131ld\u0131zlara, ne \u00e7ok y\u0131ld\u0131z vard\u0131 b\u00f6yle diye a\u011f\u0131zdan kelimelere d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc. Son kez bakt\u0131 evrenin derinliklerine ve hafif bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyle ho\u015f\u00e7a kal\u0131n dedi ba\u015fka bir \u015fey demedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O \u00f6yle sonsuzlu\u011fa yatarak, terk etti\u011fi g\u00fcnden bu yana da s\u0131rlar\u0131yla g\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcp gitmi\u015fti aram\u0131zdan&#8230; Ruhu \u015fad olsun &#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong><em>Haz\u0131rlayan ve Payla\u015fan:&nbsp;Y\u00fcksel Arslan<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n<style type=\"text\/css\">\n#foogallery-gallery-3457.fg-masonry { --fg-gutter: 10px; }<\/style>\n\t\t\t<div class=\"foogallery foogallery-container foogallery-masonry foogallery-lightbox-foobox fg-center fg-masonry fg-ready fg-dark fg-border-thin fg-shadow-small fg-loading-default fg-loaded-fade-in fg-captions-bottom fg-hover-fade fg-hover-plus fg-col2\" id=\"foogallery-gallery-3457\" data-foogallery=\"{&quot;item&quot;:{&quot;showCaptionTitle&quot;:true,&quot;showCaptionDescription&quot;:true},&quot;lazy&quot;:true}\" style=\"--fg-title-line-clamp: 0; --fg-description-line-clamp: 0;\" >\n\t\t<div class=\"fg-column-width\"><\/div>\n\t<div class=\"fg-gutter-width\"><\/div>\n\t\t<div class=\"fg-item fg-type-image fg-idle\"><figure class=\"fg-item-inner\"><a href=\"https:\/\/dewabp.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/Yuksel-Arslan-01.jpeg\" data-attachment-id=\"3458\" data-type=\"image\" class=\"fg-thumb\"><span class=\"fg-image-wrap\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"200\" class=\"skip-lazy fg-image\" data-src-fg=\"https:\/\/dewabp.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/Yuksel-Arslan-01-225x300.jpeg\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml,%3Csvg%20xmlns%3D%22http%3A%2F%2Fwww.w3.org%2F2000%2Fsvg%22%20width%3D%22150%22%20height%3D%22200%22%20viewBox%3D%220%200%20150%20200%22%3E%3C%2Fsvg%3E\" loading=\"eager\"><\/span><span class=\"fg-image-overlay\"><\/span><\/a><\/figure><div class=\"fg-loader\"><\/div><\/div><div class=\"fg-item fg-type-image fg-idle\"><figure class=\"fg-item-inner\"><a href=\"https:\/\/dewabp.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/Yuksel-Arslan-02.jpeg\" data-attachment-id=\"3459\" data-type=\"image\" class=\"fg-thumb\"><span class=\"fg-image-wrap\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"200\" class=\"skip-lazy fg-image\" data-src-fg=\"https:\/\/dewabp.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/Yuksel-Arslan-02-225x300.jpeg\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml,%3Csvg%20xmlns%3D%22http%3A%2F%2Fwww.w3.org%2F2000%2Fsvg%22%20width%3D%22150%22%20height%3D%22200%22%20viewBox%3D%220%200%20150%20200%22%3E%3C%2Fsvg%3E\" loading=\"eager\"><\/span><span class=\"fg-image-overlay\"><\/span><\/a><\/figure><div class=\"fg-loader\"><\/div><\/div><div class=\"fg-item fg-type-image fg-idle\"><figure class=\"fg-item-inner\"><a href=\"https:\/\/dewabp.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/Yuksel-Arslan-03.jpeg\" data-attachment-id=\"3464\" data-type=\"image\" class=\"fg-thumb\"><span class=\"fg-image-wrap\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"200\" class=\"skip-lazy fg-image\" data-src-fg=\"https:\/\/dewabp.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/Yuksel-Arslan-03-225x300.jpeg\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml,%3Csvg%20xmlns%3D%22http%3A%2F%2Fwww.w3.org%2F2000%2Fsvg%22%20width%3D%22150%22%20height%3D%22200%22%20viewBox%3D%220%200%20150%20200%22%3E%3C%2Fsvg%3E\" loading=\"eager\"><\/span><span class=\"fg-image-overlay\"><\/span><\/a><\/figure><div class=\"fg-loader\"><\/div><\/div><div class=\"fg-item fg-type-image fg-idle\"><figure class=\"fg-item-inner\"><a href=\"https:\/\/dewabp.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/Yuksel-Arslan-04.jpeg\" data-attachment-id=\"3524\" data-type=\"image\" class=\"fg-thumb\"><span class=\"fg-image-wrap\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"200\" class=\"skip-lazy fg-image\" data-src-fg=\"https:\/\/dewabp.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/Yuksel-Arslan-04-225x300.jpeg\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml,%3Csvg%20xmlns%3D%22http%3A%2F%2Fwww.w3.org%2F2000%2Fsvg%22%20width%3D%22150%22%20height%3D%22200%22%20viewBox%3D%220%200%20150%20200%22%3E%3C%2Fsvg%3E\" loading=\"eager\"><\/span><span class=\"fg-image-overlay\"><\/span><\/a><\/figure><div class=\"fg-loader\"><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;BABA \u0130SMA\u0130L&#8221;Do\u011fum: 1967\u00d6l\u00fcm Tarih: 10.11.2007\u00d6l\u00fcm sebebi: Evden \u00e7\u0131karken bir daha geri d\u00f6nmemi\u015fti.Arama \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131na kat\u0131lan k\u00f6yl\u00fclerce bulunmu\u015ftu. 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